I’m Back and I’m Better. For Real This Time.

we can’t keep meeting like this, I know. it has been… a while. a journey. a time. i’ve been working, crying, grieving, eating, napping, shopping, reading, coloring, baking, more napping and definitely smoking lots of oui’d (shoutout to the loml 🍃 no erykah badu). i’ve given up on writing, and come back to it again. i’ve started so many drafts of scripts, stories, potential characters, blog posts - and never finished them. but i (think) i’m ready to stop sleeping on myself. it may take me two weeks to put this out, or two months. but it’ll be out. this past year has shown me that the path God/the universe has for my life is going to come to fruition, i just have to take the extra steps to let my talents shine. I can’t say that i’m no longer going to let self-doubt eat me alive, but i willllll say that i’m going to TRY. I’m going to try to put myself out there more. I’m going to try to create when i feel called to. I’m going to try to quiet the voice in my mind that tells me that what i’m doing is stupid, or that no one cares about it. I’m gonna try until I make it, because I am going to make it. I have no choice but to. So if you’re reading this, hold me accountable. I got shit to do. Watch me work.